I'd like to introduce some of 'my family'.
I'm Lily, I'm 44 years old. Some of the 'Others' will introduce themselves but some I will have to introduce.
The 'host' is called Julie, she is 54 years old. (The body's age)
There are a few Julie's of various ages.
Julie13, she pretends to be grown up Julie a lot of the time and does a good job of passing herself off to outsiders as Julie.
Julie 8, julie 2.
Boy, 7 years old. Loves to play with toy cars and trucks,wants to be a builder when he grows up.
Seven, male child 7 years old. Seems to hide a lot and thinks the devil is coming for him.
Hi, I'm Janey, I'm 14. I like boys and listening to music.
Jude here, I'm 9 and that's all I want to say.(Jude holds a lot of the bad memories)
16, that's my name sixteen, and I'm a boy and I hate living in a girls body.
Dee me, me 5, me luv me dadi
Little Julie 3. Stuck in time and scared of everything.
Jools, I'm 15 and I like to party.
Juliette 15. Juliette is our artist and she loves to draw. She is very quiet and shy.
I'll introduce Leigh, she is the most important person in our system because she is the 'core'. She is 10 years old, but acts more like 5, she is strong but also very fragile, we all play our part in protecting her.
There is Julian, 44, he writes important system updates to our therapist.
Jay is 44 also, she hasn't been around much but she used to front all the time before we lost our best friend to brain cancer 6 years ago.
Diane is 45 and has been missing for a long time, she makes an occasional appearance, but mostly staying inside.
H is a male insider, he is 50, he has always been 50. He is a protector of the system but the way he protects isn't always healthy. For instance, he cuts the body at times as punishment if he thinks we have done something to make us unsafe.
Mary and Martha are 70 year old twins. They are very religious and believe we are all going to 'Hell'.
Julia is 40. Julia is a very old fashioned in her views about women. She believes that a womans place is in the home and likes nothing better then to take care of the home and children.
Rose is 35. Rose is very well spoken and is from our 2nd system and has only just come over to our system. She is very well informed about system details and how things work inside.
Nadie is 25, she is gay and very hippy 'ish', loves horoscopes and all things 'new age'.
Sugar is 12.Sugar believes that one day she will have her own body and grow up and have babies. She loves to play with dolls.
Ani is 9.
Angel is 8.(Full name Angel of Death) Angel is suicidal and wants to hurt herself all of the time.
Rosey is 16.
( there is also a group of Rose's, little rosey, rose and Rose 35)
These are the 'main' insiders that run our day to day life. There are many more and I will introduce them later.
Each member of our family has their own 'job' and reason for being created.
I will explain how my system works and some more background on DID on another page.
